| Love sux |
[15 Jul 2005|03:59pm] |
hey every body,
Im doing farley well just staying busy with my two jobs and watching the summer fly by extreamly fast. My aunts cafe now has a web site you guys can check out it still needs lots of work but its a start its www.shootingstarcafe.com its cool buisness has picked up for us a ton so Ive been really worn out and tired, the I usually go to work at the theater after wards. Mike Flynn is gonna move back somtime late septmber it will be awsome we really need his help at the shop. Im still staying sober 80 days or so now which is awsome. Im thinking of getting off anabuse soon, and just get a sponser. I also came to the theory that you cant be freinds with someone you have had a serious realashonship with, at leat for a long time. Ellie and I have been broke up for 6 months and we have tried to be friends but it has failed due to fighting and jelousy shit. It really sux that we cant see or talk any more its really hard and sad. So now I swear to god im not going to be in a relashon ship for a long time but then again im totally co dependent annd already have a masive crush on some one else her name is narrah and she is a customer at my aunts shop LG SOY LATTE!!! thats what she gets. My aunt told her sister I like her so now when I see her im all nervous. Well hope all is well for every one C YA. James AAA
P.S. What happened to the virus they were spose to come and now have droped off the face of this earth!?
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| LIVI |
[05 Jul 2005|01:14pm] |
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thanks for the letter and pics it made my day, I need your address to wright you back I lost it thanks.
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| Hey |
[14 Apr 2005|09:29pm] |
Wow, thanks for all your support guys.... fitz I just dont know if we should talk yet LJ is fine but on the phone not rite now man, ive gotta get healthy and work some shit out before I do that. So is anyone going to ska fest its all day From 2 to ? so no excuses come please!!!! Magoo bring your chick. Well I went to therapy today and talked about all the horrible ways you can die from alcohol theres actually like 8 different ways. I sent my tax shit out today im getting 270 back which is prety sweet. I was reading back on my old journals and its crazy how much has happend in 3 years whoes been there the whole time and who came into my life... Old Old school crew goes to Mike Flynn, Casey Magee, Nick Zipeto. Crazy I still talk to these guys. WOW I cant believe my friend charity pops out of know where when she hasnt had an LJ for like a year. well thats it for now.... see ya James I must have started life with a checklist I took the rules and broke them in 2 I must have started life with a checklist and the first is not giving in like you --Big D and THe Kids Table
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| For those of you who thought I was dead.....close no cigar. READ DAMNIT |
[11 Apr 2005|05:16pm] |
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Wow 8 months.... For those of you that thought I was dead im actually not. I orginally stopd live journal do to lack of time also the fact its boring imature gossip but here I am typing away. Lots and Lots has happend in 8 months first off I still "Kant" spell, so bare with me. Its ben so long I doubt anyone will read this anyway but here it goes. Ellie and I broke up after a year and a month due to personal problema that we both had to work out but its kinna weird cause were best friends who spend 24 7 together nothing sexual just good friends its not easy infact when one of us does decide to date its going to be very painful more then it has been. Im working at my aunts shop still that seems to be doing ok and holding its ground, also an independent movie theater. I still live under the coffee shop but spend lots of time at ellies and spend the night there a lot. Im still a punk ska feind in fact nick and his frind matt had made skacore records which I may be signing on to help them get bands here in Denver we have an awsome punk/ska scene here such as action shot,stretch and the rubber band, and clusterfux. Theres goning to be a ska fest 2005 in FLA! im going to be there its may 14 for more info go to www.skacorerecords.com and check it out. I have been through lots of shit in the last 3 months first off I turned 21 for some its a blessing but for me its been a nightmare. I found out that im a very sick alcoholic, in fact I tried to kill my self with car exhost and a hose one night when I was drunk; I ended up baking out and going to a nabors who called my aunt and told my family. After that I started therapy every thursday night, and shortly after that relized im an out of control alcoholic and began AA. I have only been in AA (alcoholics annonomis for you slow folk) for 3 weeks its hard but I seem to be doing ok in it my sponsor is really cool and I hope that I can make it through my diesese cause the rate I was drinking they predicted me dead this year. It seems since ive stop drinking bad suff hits you hard like Ellies old apartment burnt down for more info go to www.ninenews.com it was on April 2nd 2005 it was scary I also but one of my cats to sleep, not 2 tone thank god' and half my apartment flooded because of my hot water heater. Its been tough not to drink infact I sliped once but im trying to work throgh it and not slip again. hope all is well for everyone and if you wanna c me come to ska fest ill be there . Thanks for reading.... oh yea im in collage @ metro state its tough work but im really enjoying it hope to see my real fans soon PEACE! JaMES NORMAN AAA
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| Long fucking time |
[07 Aug 2004|06:01pm] |
Its been a long fucking time. I would honestly be suprised if anyone is gonna read this but im bored so here it goes. The last 3 months have been good. Im still with the love of my life Ellie its now been 7 months, we still live together in my aunts coffee shops basement/apartment thing. My aunt opened up the coffee shop 1 month ago and its going well. Ellie and I both work there for rent and pay, which is under the counter but will be legal soon. I was working a catering job for 3 months that was ok at first but then it just sucked so I quit it. Money is the biggest problem I have. For all you youngins take advantage of liven at home because its fucking tough on your own. The news on school is I was gonna go but I cant now because im still not considered a resident not for atleast a year so it would be really expensive. Im just gonna snow board and work this winter. In 5 months ill be 21 Nick and Mike are comming out for my B day which will be a shit load of fun. I was just thinking about how far I have come in a year and where I was a year ago, its crazy its like Im living a dream just how simple things are now and how different and how some people change you forenver' and how high school sucked and .... its all just weird. For all of you in the scene still or into ska punk listen to SLAPSTICK!!! they rule (under AAA of course) but there good... to bad almost all my favorite bands died out in like 97. Am I the only looser still in the scene besides nick?/.... oh well. But every body should see ferenhight 911 it was awsome so was the corperation. I think im more politcal now then I ever have been it sux, but just been so alert and aware made me this way. Man Maggoooooo if you read this reply man I miss ya... and we should chat. And if any of you wanna chat my # its 720 201 7365, it would be nice to hear from you. Well thats all see ya guys miss every one call me see ya James, AAA
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| Wow |
[13 Mar 2004|09:49am] |
I was reading back and realized that Shannon had replied and went off about somthing. Shannon I want you to know that I dont blame you for any problem I have only the 8 months of pain I have been in, you did somthing to me I thought you would never do, but I guess I was wrong so fuck you for that. And if you really are going to send my shit back please just send my TIm BOok my address is 2637 west 26th ave Denver Co, 80211
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| FUCK YEA!!!! |
[19 Feb 2004|05:14pm] |
AAA! IS COMMING TO DENVER MARCH 26TH un fucking believable, theres a ton of good shows comming actually. Well nothing is new, working lots hanging with Ellie. uuhhh snowboarding, and uhhh oh yea I stoped drinking again..well thats all see ya \James AAA
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| Sup |
[26 Jan 2004|09:05pm] |
Not much is new kids...... just been working lots and lots.... then in my spare time Im spending it with Ellie. I am sooo happy with this girl she treats me rite, I know she wont fuck it up or lie like that one bitch did........ she brout a bunch of her stuff to my house so now she prety much lives with me which is awsome. SO now I have a new room mate, Mike moved back and now I have Ellie, except we only need one bed :-*. Zipeto is comming on the 2nd!!! one week, its going to be cool, I really hope that I can get some spare $ by then so we can do lots of fun shit. I still need to get my admissions done on my car as well as tags plates and my Colorado I.D. Yea its just sooo much shit to do plus its gonna be like 200 bucks. For my B-Day I went snowboarding with Ellie it was lots of fun; im getting to be fucking awsome, ellie is really good for only have gone 2 times. Were gonna be snowboarding buddies. She cut my moehawk back 2 weeks ago, my hair grows really fast, I love having a hawk. Last week I went to a kick ass ska show, The Toasters, Big D and the Kids Table, 15 Cents for Marvin, and the Rite Aways. It was the funnest best real ska show I have ever been to, none of that pussy emo shit. Big D is unbelieveble live. And the toasters were drunk and put a kick ass show on like an hour and a half set. The show was from 8 30 to 1 30 in the morning. I threw my second party ever on saturday, there was atleast 18 people there it was a blast but I got extreamly sick.... Well im also glad to be talking to Rissa again, KIT girl. Well Thats all hope all is well for most of you. James AAA
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| New year is going well. |
[17 Jan 2004|03:23pm] |
The new year is going awsome for me. I am now going out with Ellie!! I am really happy with her, we have been going out since January 1st and its been a blast. We always hang out and its just lots of fun!. I have also have been working lots. I really enjoy working! its lots of fun and I work with cool people. Life is going good rite now, im glad im not some druged up liar, slut bag like some people I know; Big D and the kids table is comming on the 21st that will be fun. Then on the 23rd my b- day im going snowboarding with Ellie. Well thats all hope all is going well for most of you... James AAA
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| Hey Everyone! |
[26 Dec 2003|04:58pm] |
Well I just got back from snowboarding!!! it is sooo fucking awsome, and I love it so much. I got a snowboard for christmas and I love it. Im going tomarrow again; then hopefully Ellie and I will get snowboarding passes soon. My christmas was good, and it was nice having my mom and Sean here. I talked to Mike who is still in Florida; He said his dad wants him to move back, and that he is not sure if he wants to or not. If he does Ellie is going to move in with me. I really think he would be happier if he would just move back. I talked to nick, he is spose to come see me January 19th through the 26th but he hasnt even got his ticket yet but he better hurry up and get it cause its gonna get more and more expensive. Well hope every one had a good holiday. \\Seee YA\ James AAA
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| E Mail ME! |
[11 Dec 2003|04:33pm] |
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E mail me at creepycreep5@hotmail.com
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| Yay. |
[10 Dec 2003|09:56am] |
Well I finally got a fucking job!. Mike and I both work at this coffee shop that is aprox... 100 feet away from our house, and the owners are really cool; the guy prety much just hired us rite on the spot. The wierd thing is that I had 4 interviews that day, its like nothing for 2 months then all the sudden 4 interviews in one day? Well im doing good, really good actually I have been really happy for some reason. I also am talking to my oldest friend that I have known for 14 years again, her name is ellie; all my old friends should know about her since I used to talk about her all the time. Any way we hang out all the time and she takes us to parties and stuff which is cool because Mike and I need to hang with kids our age, ellie and I are only a month apart in age which is cool she was born on valentines. Mike is leaving to go home for 2 weeks on the 16th, if any one is interested; and he will be working a Gadzooks while he is there. Ellie is going to stay with me while hes gone since my place gets prety creepy at night. Well things are going good. Hope all is well for every one call me if you wanna chat or anything. See YA James AAA P.S. F minus and Rancid are comming, im debating if I wanna go????? cause theres not another show till like the end of Feb. My aunt got her expreso machine!!! its awsome I play with it all the time, I had 7 expreso shots last night and was up till like 5 in the morning.
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| Hey |
[20 Nov 2003|06:03pm] |
Hey hows it going? I went to the Anti Flag show the other night and it actually was pretty fun. It was 5 hours long since there was 5 bands and it was really crowded. The scene here is pretty weak here compared to St. Pete I missed it so bad, and all the kids and my friends and shit. It kinna sux going by yourself. Plus the place I went (the ogden) was set up weird it was the stage, then like four feet of floor thats packed with kids. Then you have the second level that has a bunch of peeps and the pit, but its really hard to see the stage. I just like having the floor with the band like 5 feet away. Thats how the blue bird is, im going there next Friday to see Agnostic Front. Then in December Rancid and F minus are comming so that should be fun. I still have no luck with finding a job. I came close but then they ended up not calling. Well thats all for now just been hagin out Job hunting, sk8ing, and chilling with mike and bill. Thats all see ya James AAA
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| Im gonna go |
[18 Nov 2003|12:27pm] |
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Im gonna go to the Anti Flag show tonight.............. I need a show its been a long time. Agnostic front is comming soon so is Racid w F minus. Those should be fun.
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| Oh No |
[14 Nov 2003|03:08pm] |
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Me and mike just got in a little stupid fight, and im at my brothers just hanging out. I talked to him like 5 min ago and he said that he isnt happy, and that he is debating moving back to florida. This is really gay, I think that its my fault; I dont think I can do it without Mike, it makes me sad that he wants to move back but if thats what he has to do then thats what he has to do. Im going to see anti flag tuesday, not my number one pick for a show but it will be the first one since ive been here. oh well nothing new some ol shit................ I also feel like my aunt is avoiding us (mike and I) she has this friend in town that seems to be the center of her world rite now and no work is being done on the shop. oh well im going see ya james AAA
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| Hey |
[08 Nov 2003|10:40am] |
Things are going ok, I still havnt found a job but I think im comming close. I have just been fixing up the coffee shop and hanging with my family. I also have been jaming with bill and his friends a lot, we actually made a song its prety sweet! I am on guitar and lead vocals but im going to move to trombone and lead vocals soon, since were getting a guitar player. Nick get your ass out here and play trumpet for us! Its been cold as hell with a little bit of snow, but its been fun. Im going to get my snow board soon, as well as my season pass to loveland ski resort. Well I hope all is well for majority of you. SEE YA. James AAA
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| This fucking sux. |
[30 Oct 2003|03:54pm] |
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Well I have been here for 3 weeks now, and it seems hopeless as far as finding a job. I have put in atleast 15 fucking aps, but no one calles back, its all because of the fucking shitty economy, thanks to bush. Every ones money went to war so no one can afford to hire anyone, its soo gay I have so much shit to pay for 2ew. Like my incurence is 217 to start out with, then my cell phone is 40 a month, then the registration is 150, and you know how much I have? 160! so im prety much fucked. I wish I could be like Jordan Gross and get 500 a month from my parents just to go blow it on tattoos. Yea so the hole G O B thang is draging my ass down. Thank god for my aunt, she is giving us free rent till January so it really cool. Mike had an interview today, and with his luck hes getting the Job. Of course its because he has nice handwrighting and can spell. I cant help im left handed and my hand wrighting blows. If I ever own a buisness I will never judege hand wrighting people cant help how they wright. Its just funny how our aps were identical for the most part and they called him. Today I scraped the snow and ice from my windshield, let me tell you its a big pain in the ass, yea so its snowing now, is 30 tops. Its actually exciting and a very nice change. I have been seing lots of movies latley since my aunt can get us in for free, First off Texas Chain saw really kicked ass, I recomend that to anyone that digs The TCSM! The I saw scary movie three that was prety gay, and mistic river was sorda slow and boring, and School of rock kicked so much fucking ass! Jack Black is the man. Well thats all for now, I really hope that I find a job, and a fucking show, I was so pissed I drove passed the blue bird the other day and mustard plug had just played to hours earlier. Oh well shit happens. See ya! James AAA oh yea the know how comming to tampa, so is catch 22, you lucky sons of bitches.
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| Miss You!! |
[29 Oct 2003|06:33pm] |
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I love a miss you!!!!
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| Wow Im Actually Here |
[17 Oct 2003|08:25am] |
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Well on Saturday October 11th at 3AM, I took off to start my new life. The drive to colorado isnt fun kids its aprox, 2000 miles and its nothing but waste land, which is boring as fuck. We actually made it here in 3 days and 2 nights which isnt bad at all, we spend around 300 dollers just fuiling the U- Haul. Moving isnt fun I mean I have almost been here a week and it just seems like there is soooooooo much to do, Yesterday I opened up a bank acount, but thats about all I have done, uhhh its just frusterating because I cant get every thing done in one day. Yesterday Mike and I went job hunting in Downtown Denver, they have some cool places to work but its just hopeless right now becuase no one is hiring untill it gets closer to the holiday season; I really dont want to but I know that im going to end up back into a grocery store, just because I have so much experience in it. Things will come gradually moving isnt fun nore cheap. I just hope I find a job, Mike and I are going today to get our place fixed up, ive been staying with my dad but today we are going to get it fixed up and it will be our fist night staying in the place. Also my aunts coffee shop should be open some time in Novermber, I really hope that every thing works out so Craig and my Aunt can get it open and start getting some buisness. Did anyone who reads this goe to the Casualties Drop kick show? I am sooo disapointed that I missed that. Oh I found out where some venues are here, nothing playing in them right now but they are called the Gothic, and the Blue Bird. Well I miss every one already, and I hope only the best for every one, I just hope things work out for Mike and I. Well thats all for now, I dont know the next time im going to be wrighting so... SEE YA!!!! James AAA
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| This is it! |
[09 Oct 2003|08:24pm] |
Tomarrow is the big day, im finally moving, I wont be online or wrighting for a long long long time, due to the fact im going to be busy as hell and the dongeon that im moving into doesnt have a cable for the computer so I cant get online unless I get one installed and that may be awile so that all kids LOVE YA!!! see ya. James AAA
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